I'm sorry to hear you have to leave your dream, to a powerline.
I can totally get in to the feeling(heart pain)
Positive upside.
You are not losing it, but forced to sell, and probabbly to a valueble price, wich puts you in a dream position in a marked(property) that is down for a long time to come.
You can now, use your time left on the land you are leaving,for recreaiational purpeses only,collect experience on wath should be differente, for a easy retiremente balance(management)
On ewery thing, house,garden,pond all the stuff that gets a bit harder to keep ship shape growing older.
Invite the hole family, the ones we like to share oure dreams with, to join in on the opertunetie to build a new dream.
Adjust this dream to age(years to come)in all matters.
Be happy that your healt is fine,your still young (have the power)full of experience, knoledge and spirit.
The money $ is there it's your call not some bank to decide your knew, dream.
So be glad you have the time to spend some time still in the dream you are living, to suck out and enjoy it before the end.
And start looking forward to a new faboules dream to come, you have the all means to create that.
Don't use to much energy to fight a loosing battle, its so easy to get stuck in the gutter, be creative in geting as fitt as possible throu a difficulte time, and save your energy for all the pleasent surprises and yoys to come.
I know all this is easier said than done, and I share your greef
